The End of A Long Day

Just wrapping up another long day. I worked until 7pm went to the sitters grabbed the kids came home got them settled and pajamafied and whew I am wore out!!! I am so excited I will be working my last day tomorrow and be able to come home and be full time mommy again!!! Lillian is doing pretty good this week she is fighting all her urges and I am so proud of her!!! I am so impressed by how much she pushes herself with out any type of prompting she amazes me so much!!! I can honestly say that SPD isn't a curse as some wanted me to think in the beginning but a blessing, it makes me have to focus more on my children and I get to see the world so different than most parents do. She finds wonder in the simplest things and that makes me find it there too!!! I love being the mother of a Special needs child and wouldn't want it any other way, my children have changed the way I look at life and this world around me. They have made my life so much brighter and full!!! I always took up for the special needs kids in school and how funny is it that God trusted me with a few of my own, wow that really makes you think about it as a blessing that he trusted me as a mother so much he gave me a child that society considers not so perfect but I find to be one of the greatest gifts I could have ever received!!!! Sorry to be so long winded I just get a little excited when I talk about my children they really have completed me!!!!